omg CE, same.

it’s fucking 3 in the morning right now & i’ve been feeling feverish/about to collapse the entire day and iNsOMniA strikes again! i tried sleeping first but my mind never leaves me alone until i’m done with everything. And that is never.

so tired

still writing my papers

Thank buddha only the short one is due tomorrow.. er.. today.. whatever.

i just want to come right back home after class tomorrow but i have an appointment with counselor. /cries I’M NOT PREPARED TO DISCUSS MY FUTURE.

i don’t think i’ll go to the club meeting tomorrow my god i didn’t even go with mom to dialysis hOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE YOU PAPER WHEN I HAVE OTHER RESPONSIBILITIES

Also, i signed up to present(?) at one of the events during Pride Days as a peer leader?? wh. i don’t. Self, why. WHY I ASK YOU

it sounded like a good idea at the time..

i need to stop jumping headlong into things before i know what the hell i’m supposed to be doing for them things

..but then i will never do anything new if i don’t.

/life choices

SO TIRED. 

why aren’t i writing my paper